For this week's tarot reading I used The Harmony Deck. The first card out says everything about the energy you have fought through. You have battled a lot of parts of yourself and often others within your reality. There are a lot of places where you don't fit, or don't feel like you fit. You're not wrong. However, the mental clarity and wisdom on this very fact is something that has actually set you free. It seems like the energy has come to a point, where you don't really care how you are perceived by others. For many in this collective this is the first time, in a long time of trying to prove yourself, in order to gain your sense of worth or measurable value. Not anymore. You are no longer allowing yourself to be weighed and measured by other's perspectives or perceptions of you. This is the catalyst that changed everything.
However, nobody said this was going to be an easy road. There is a touch of loneliness that my team is hinting you're coming to this week. Almost like an upheaval in the collective energy lending to a multiple shake up of old and new perspectives and emotions throughout the collective. Be on the lookout for others in your life to take notice of your recent "shift", some may like it and others many not. But there's something different here. Emotionally you may have a harder time than you seem to be on the surface, I'm hearing "game face". This week your inside may not match your outside. My team reminds you this is normal when large shifts happen. You are being asked to take some time for yourself this week. Your cup will need filled and the only person who can do that is you. Self-care! Self-care! Self-care!
I keep getting pulled to The Lover's card, as almost like the battle between two worlds. The old you and the new you, so to speak. Allow time for these two opposing sides to come into a natural balance. You may feel anything but stable this week as we transition through pain and into personal power. This pain can be from the past or present, but I'm getting strongly pulled to past decisions, memories, and reviewing energy. Don't get too much in your head this week with the chaos of others. Remember what is in your control and what isn't, this will mentally set you free from the struggle in ways you won't realize until far later down the rebalance road. Grounding, both physically and emotionally this week will be a life saver for many. Balance is possible when we allow transition to take place, even if it may seem hopeless or like it won't happen this week, it will. The energy is shifting hard for many in the collective this week. Don't focus on the far out of reach goal you've set this week, but rather stay 100 % tapped into you and your needs above all else right now. You will feel tension heighten and feelings running rampant, allow things to come and go, observe, and work through whatever comes up as it comes up, no stuffing things down this week. This is the rapids, right before the lazy river. Unfortunately, with growth, this part is unavoidable, but necessary. In the end you are stable, proud, prominent, and beaming with a new sense of emotional power and fortitude like never before.